So it's less than one week till I go to college, and I'm still not ready

Mentally I've been ready for this my whole life, but unfortunately life does not seem to want to jump the bandwagon just yet. I still have no classes, the school refuses to listen to my residency claim, and the closer move-in day becomes, the more I realise just how much I am going to be eating my own optimistic words declared so long ago. I went from being the one ready to move on with life, on the brink of jumping the bandwagon early, to the person that's so disorganized, hope seems like a faint glimmer in the future.

Yet I need to stop complaining. As put by the ever so wise Ms. Frizzle, it's time to take chances, get messy, and make mistakes! After all, life isn't worth living if you don't learn and grow from your experiences. It's all about development

Btw, it's very late here. I'm just messing with my new MacBook, which is very nice so far. Hopefully my Fella plush will come in the mail soon to join me in my coming adventure. Now why does my brain feel so fried?